14/2/2005

 Good news ! Today afternoon I will go to Manchester ! My parents says that there is no danger there, so there isn't any problem. I'm too nervous. And if it's died Tyler ? And if it's destroyed my house ? And if my friends are also died like Tyler ? Well, now I'm doing the bag and after we will catch the train. When I will arrive I will explain it all.

It's the worst day I have ever lived in my life. Tyler died some days ago. He bled to death. And nobody told me this, it's terrible !! What can I do respect that ? I want to die also, I want to be with him !! I want him alive ! I'll never be happy anymore.

Thanks to this diary that makes me feel and look the life with another eyes. With a real ones.